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[ Tuesday
January 31st, 2006
12:53pm] |
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last nite i went out to get dinner in scitute to famous pizza... when i was going there, there was a lot of traffic coming home so i decided to go the back way ahh big mistake.. So i went down this road thats pitch pitch black no lights so im driving alone talk to kevin and nikki online and all of a suddening the pin for the wheel came out so i was unable to drive it so i called my dad scared as anything (that was my worst fear driving down that road and getting stock). so my dad came and fixed the car came home, ate dinner and went to see big momma house 2 it wasn't as good as the first one thou... Allen called during the movie talked for a few then i got of...picked kevin up from nikki's took him home and came home and went to bed..
today woke up wicked late at like ...730 i was so pissed. came to school at 8 had fashion which was fun, then study talked to mark and jen, then english got our grades and went over a project thats due next week, had work ready did nothion i swear im the first person done in that class, had lunch, now im in real world finishing up on a project and updating, next i have resource nothion to do there...then im going home and going to kayla's so she can do my eyebrows then coming home at like 4 and god knows what i going to do i think everyone has plans sooo.... i guess im staying in once again
horoscope time:
January 31, 2006
If you've been enjoying yourself a little too much lately, today might be a good time to take a step back. No matter how much you might feel like doing your own thing and having a good time right now, other matters are likely to require your attention. And there's bound to be some things that you'll just have to deal with at this time
song:
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death
Chorus: Faith Evans
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
[Puff] I miss you Big
Verse Two: Puff Daddy
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death
Chorus
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
[Faith Evans] Somebody tell me why
Interlude: Faith Evans
One Black Morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face
Outro: 112
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Is a day that I get closer
[Puff] To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] We miss you Big... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] We miss you Big
Faith Evans:
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
I LOVE THE CREW MWAH
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[ Friday
January 27th, 2006
12:27pm] |
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Im such in a good mood today and i don't know y... i think im graduation hehe thanks you for the people that helped me !!!
nikki- thank you for helping me weave!!! even thou it was a pain in the ass
horoscope time:
Libra
January 27, 2006
Just be careful that you're not too possessive or controlling where your loved ones are concerned on Friday. You should be more than ready to have a good time this weekend, but you'll probably be better off enjoying yourself around the house than going out on the town right now. Spending a little quality time with someone special could prove very satisfying.
ha like these horoscope true lol
well tonite im going out with mark, jamie, kevin and nikki..
i think were going to the teen center bc i don't feel like driving around i swear theres nothion to do in rhode island but go to the beach, mall, movies, and hanging out.... hhoooo thats so much funn lmao.
well were going out after kevin gets out of work im excited i love hanging out with my friends and busting out...
Were all legal so now we can all get in trouble with the law (that includes you to jamie ) lol
then at like 830 i have to go home and pick up at 850 from work
she wants me to sleepover tonite but idk bc if she working at 11am no no no but if she working at 3pm then i promble will...
then tomorrow idk what im doing i want to go out but like i say its Rhode Island and theres nothion to do...
well heres a partof a song i love:::
I'm lookin' for my one and only
Every time I turn around
I find my heart in pieces on the ground
So so lonely
I'm lookin' for my one and only
Song 2::
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
i love you don't forget!!!
OK AND FUCKING ASHLEE SMITH MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS BC I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD ILL HIT YOU AND ILL MAKE SURE ITS NOT AT SCHOOL SO NOBODY CAN STOP ME FROM HITTING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[ Thursday
January 26th, 2006
1:17pm] |
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well i didn't get a chance to update yesterday but:::
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI !!!
horoscope time Libra
January 26, 2006
If you've been toying at all with the idea of doing something creative or artistic, this would probably be a good time to start doing something about it. And if you find yourself feeling a little frustrated, you might want to take some time to examine a few of your friendships and romantic arrangements right now.
well anyways heres a song bc i don't feel like typing rite now so here a part of it that im really feeling lol
By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother calling me
'Cause I'll be on my way
See, I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louie Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me
I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
shake you off
hhhmmm....
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[ Tuesday
January 24th, 2006
12:16pm] |
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so much stress going on rite now, my frinds, my family, and school... rite now i can give two shits what people have to say... i don't want to hear no fucking drama about whos going out with who (no names ash and adam)... my school work is so far down idk if i can bring it up by friday... im stress out big time... so im sorry if i am changing and becoming a bitch bc school is stress me out so fucking bad i can't stand it... i have to graduate so im sorry if i have been taking it out on you guys...
ok enough of that..,
tomorrow NIKKI'S LEGAL 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AW HOW TIME FLYS :::TEAR::: lol well nikki and i were in study and we decided to go out and have a fucking blast on her birthday no bullshit nothion just some fucking busting out...
These friday nite ash wants to me to go to the club with her no no no i only went bc it was billy birthday and i felt bad bc he wanted me to go... but instead im hangin out with my true best friends in the world ...
we don't know what were doing but eah it should be fun lol
well g2g i have work to do
love you
claire
Nikki and Jamkins:::
It's Tuesday and he's locked up
he's in jail and we don't know what happend
They say Mark was running butt naked
Down the parking lot screaming
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
rofl lmfao omg omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[ Monday
January 23rd, 2006
12:01pm] |
i hate my life i fucking wish i could go back and change things
i swear im going to straighting up for my friends and family ....
but beside that i hate my life bc of the changes that are happening and i don't want them to bc i don't want to lose the people i love!!!
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[ Thursday
January 19th, 2006
9:28pm] |
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I can't take it anymore the bullet went through me and now im dieing from the pain !!!
But... its all good... i guess??? there happy together
going out with kayla tonite i think so i can talk to he about things and also celebrate her 18th birthday
ill update tomorrow and let you know how it went !!!
love you
claire
PS if i don't update it tomorrow then ill update saturday becasue
tomorrow im going over nikki's after school then going to
have girls nite i think???
o bianca idk if i can hang out saturday because i have to go to a birthday party sorry i still love you thou lol
nikki im going to second floor tomorrow because idk what time im suppost to come over and also i miss going there early lol
xoxoxo to everyone that i know mwah <3<3<3
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[ Thursday
January 19th, 2006
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CINDERELLA:
The clock strikes midnight
and the magic ends:
the fairy tale is over
and the truth offends.
The coronet, the necklace and the gown
and shawl of ermine trimmed with eider down
to tinsel and to ashen rags have turned;
only a slipper, left in haste
upon the stairway, overturned,
remains unchanged and fancy chaste.
The streets are all deserted, save for mice
scuttling for safety through a broken wall
as Cinderella draw her tattered shawl
around her shoulders'
but she feels at once that this will not suffice
to warm her body or to quell her beating heart
which is as cold as ice!
Back to the ashes of her fireplace
back to the dust from which she came
before her fairy touched her with her wand
and put a blush of beauty on her face,
changed all her drabness to magnificence,
set magic to her name
so that no longer could she be the same
she goes and crouches trembling in a corner!
Than she, what other soul could be forlorner!
O, frightened soul, my little Cinderella,
don't you remember that you left behind'
a slipper onto the stair?
You did not disappear
and leave no telltale sign to show
that you were really there:
the lovely maiden of the fairy tale!
Even now, the heavenly prince
is out in search of you,
your slipper in his hand,
to slip upon your foot
and take you back with him
to his own land!
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[ Thursday
January 19th, 2006
1:33pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN AND KAYLA !!!!!
i love you guy!!!!
Kayla- you are legal :::tear::: i love you and have a great birthday mwah 18
Kevin- you old fart lol jp i love you mwah 19
For everyone who knew about my little cousin she alrite thanks for being for be you guys !!!!!!!!!!
Nikki and kayla- thank you for lising to me talk about my prombles sunday nite i love you mwah
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[ Thursday
January 19th, 2006
1:07pm] |
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i'm so hey hey hey today ha im loving it and nobody better bring me down bc if you do ill be pissed lol well i took a survey bc im bored ad i have nothion to say im loving my life im so happy with it that all i want to say so read the survey bitch lol jp
When was the last time you cried? lastnite
you ever faked sick? o yes
What was the last lie you said? yesterday
cried during a movie? uhmm hard ball i watched lastnite
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? um...
Have you ever danced in the rain? yes
Have you ever been drunk? nope just tipsy
Have you ever tried tried drugs? Nope
Do you smoke? Nope
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? kiss a boy on the lips regreat that big time ewwww
What is your blood-type? No clue..
Have you ever been in a car accident? ummm july 24 i "scraped" a 2005 car and now i have the name crash lol
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss? u mean from a boyfriend 16
Who was your first kiss? jason A. eeeewwww
Have you ever had an online relationship? Nope
Have you ever had phone-sex? aaahhh no...
Have you ever been rejected by a crush? Who hasnt..
What is your favourite sport to play? baseball
Have you ever made a prank phone call? o yes
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant? nope i always mean it when i say it
What's your favourite childhood memory? everything
Is there anything that you have done that you regret? drifting away from my good friend KATIE LAVEYS
What do you want to be when you grow up? i want to be a fashion designer or a medical screatery
What is your political persuassion? uhm i forgot
Have you ever had cybersex? nope
Do you believe in g-d? If that means God..then yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? of course
Do you believe in karma? yup
Who was your first crush? o god most i day it ... alrite... rayray
Who do yo u have a crush on? nobody
how would you describe yourself? caring, nice, friendly, funny, always busting out ah cha ah ah cha ah ah
what are you afraid of? losing my best friend
Are you religious? yes and i should start going to church
What does your screen name mean? idk
What person do you trust the most? my best friends
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? jason alaves i think thats hows u spell his last name lol i d really care
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved? my eyes and i can make people laugh when they our down
what is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? rather not say
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? crush has to be ray ray
What is your greatest strength? my life
What is your greatest weakness? my diet
what is your perfect pizza? no chesse,
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? Awww Mannn I wanna sleep more
What is your first thought before you go to bed? wtf i don't want to go to school tomorrow
What college do you want to go to? CCRI
Do you get along with your family? sometimes
Do you play any instruments? Not any more
What kind of music do you like? All kinds,
Do you think you're attractive? .....no comment
Would you ever get a tattoo? My friend kayla and i are getting the japanes synbol to best friends
How many piercings do you have? 1 my ears
Who makes you laugh? myself and my best Friends
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours? someone i like
Have you ever seen a dead body? you mean like a funeral yes ... in a accident no
Do you have a celebrity crush? josh hartnet
What is one thing scientists should invent? time machines
Have you ever broken a bone? Nope thank God
What happens after you die? I hope heaven
Do you watch or read the news? Sometimes
What stereotype would you label yourself as being? Nice Girl..
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? I dont know Id hope so
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? siyonce
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? seeing katie
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? a couple of things
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nah
Have you ever played strip poker? Nope
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves? Everyone does sometime..
What do you want your friends to think about you? the good times
Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? with my dad
HAve you ever bitten someone? Yes
When's your birthday? 9-23-87
Have you ever stolen anything? Nope
Do you make wishes on shooting stars? Yes I have
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? idk
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? June 28 2005 fined out katie dies
Do you remember your dreams? Rarely
Have you ever been in love? no
Are you a morning person or a night person? Night Person
Do you have any phobias? Sure
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? I dont remember..
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth? yes i had cheast pain and i thought i was having a heart attack but i wasn't
How many screen names do you have? 2 that i actually 6 in gereral
Do any medical problems run in your family? yes..doesnt everybody
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family? no
Have you ever had a nightmare? yes I have.. they suck
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies? I try not to
Would you ever participate in a threesome? No Thank you
Would you ever pay for a prostititue? every friday and saturday nite rite nikki wick wick lol jp
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? Nope
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? Nope
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? Close but no
Have you ever written a love letter? Yes
Have you ever attempted suicide?Nope
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers i guess idk
Have you ever been in a fistfight? Ashlee smith but teache grapped my wrist
Do you have any hidden talents? rowling my toung
What is one thing you want me to know about you? What do you want to do know?? aske me and Ill tell u.
Do you usually prefer books or movies? Movies..
Who is your favourite person to talk to? My best friends
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? once again my friends
would you ever have sex before marriage? depends
Who do you talk to most on the phone? nikki, kevin
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of? nope
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words? American
Have you ever gotten detention? YES
How do you vent your anger? crying or going for a drive by myself
Have you ever been on a diet? Yes
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you? Yes and Yes.. Depends..
Is your best friend a virgin? Does it matter?....I thought this is supposed to be about me
What's a rumor someone has spread about you? idk
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing? stripping poll lmfao
what's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you? Hurting me and my fellings
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? idk that really sad that i don't remember
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? nope
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? Nope
Have you ever wanted to murder someone? Nope
Have you ever hated someone? yes ashlee smith and i know people say hate a strong word but it fits her perfectly sorry
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? Depends.. Il ike both
Do you consider yourself popular? Nope
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? Nope..
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? Nope
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? Yes
What is your favourite book? uhmm and thing by lousie rennison
Do you have a collection of anything? wade pieces
Are you happy with the person you are becoming? some whart
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? yes in Many ways
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? In college
Are you happy with the life you have? Yes
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[ Wednesday
January 18th, 2006
12:14pm] |
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SSSSAAAAdddd!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear god
HOw long can i keep these screat in me before tell the true? but if i tell the true they might hate me!!! which i know if i tell them a lie the'll like it but if i tell the truth they hate me! what do i do? do i lie or tell the truth? god someone has to give me a answer i can't bite this bullet any more!!!!
I LOVE HANNAH MAKE IT THROUGH THESE PLEASE COUSIN LOVES YOU !!!
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[ Monday
January 9th, 2006
11:07am] |
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Well i haven't updated lately lol... well i've been staying at my aunts house watching the dogs bc there away. yesterday was great. woke up at 9:30am to my cell phone going off and it was allen i was sooo excited i was a happy little camper... Then i picked up nikki and kevin and we went to ac moore and party city because im making a skirt out of ribbing like the kind u use to rap present. i know its going to take forever but idc becasue it will look cute! Its going to be red, white, and blue. after that i dropped kevin off so he could get his hair done then nikki and i went to my aunts to hang out.. we started to cook mac and cheese then we reallized that we didn't have milk so we were like ok lets make mac salad and then we had no mayo so i had to go to the store and buy stuff so we go back and start to cook and i was like oo let me see if these tumbtacks will work for my project and i couldn't get them to open so nikki tryed bc i had to put the mac in the water and all of a suddening i hear ding ding ding ding nikki dropped the thumbtacks EVERYWHERE omg i was like dieing laughing!!! then kevin called for us to get him and nikki and i are like fuck we want are mac salad so we said fuck him and ate a little bit ( what do u call to girls eatting out of a big bowl of mac salad there a red neck ) lmfao omg then we got kevin and went back to the aunts and kevin and was taking pics with the dog omg nikki and i were on the floor rowling and i mean rowling lol then we started watching a little bit of saw and nikki and i were like no no no then we all started talking about girls and guys and if the myths that everyone say our true which kevin says there not but nikki and i are still not sure yet lmao then i came home went back to my aunts watched teenage drama queen talked to kevin and allen again becasue he wants some pictures that i have on my phone of all of us so he can remember the good times while he's at bootcamp.. i miss him ... o and kevin like i going to the army and blah blah blah and i started getting wicked sad and im like kevin you and ray ray are like my brothers you guys go omfg i will be a fucking mess and a half like seriousl... he like idk im thinking about it im like o god
well thats all i have to say about yesterday/lastnite had a blast nikki and jamie are sleeping over saturday that should be wicked fun i can't wait i told nikki that i will make fettachunne alfrado yea spelled that wrong big time lol
love ya all
claire
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[ Tuesday
December 20th, 2005
1:23pm] |
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holy shit claire updating owww this is a start....
ok well today i woke up from kevin calling me like a million and 1 times i was so tired i was like fuck nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo as nikki and i would say lol... well nikki and i had a bet that i would be in on time i forgot what i said if i didn't go i guess ill find out later lol ... well when i got up at 7 i saw that my phone was flashing so i answered it and it was allen i was sooo fucking happy he like what u doing and im like getting ready for school and im like wait y u calling im mean its good to hear from u but u always call at nite and he like im at the airport coming home for two weeks i started crying was sooooooooooooooooooo excited so like all day i have been coubting down the hours he in now but he won't be home til like 3 bc he coming in boston and all that traffic and shit sooo after school im going home and getting ready to see him at 530 -6 ish then going calling nikki bc i love her = > then after allen im going to work at 845 - 12 i think james is working oooo god lets see the gospil thats said today about me and him when i walk away... gosh idiots mind ur own business gezzz
well g2g this was a lovely update lol not
bye byez
love
claire
R.I.P
Mr. Hodge
(cousin granfather)
allen hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooommmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee i miss him sooo much hehe
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[ Monday
November 21st, 2005
11:33am] |
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well lets see...
friday woke up at like... 6am let me tell u i was feeling great lmao i drove to school since i had to be at work at 230. went to second floor were this girl yelled at me for sitting down bc they were selling thous stupied just for that im not buying one hhhmmm... came out of school worked from 230-630 then went to dinner with the family... then hung out with adrian love her we had alot of laugh together about allen and everything i really miss that kid... he coming back for christmas im soooooo freaking excited...
saturday had woke up at 740 and i had to be at work for 8am and im soooo proud of myself i made it in time don't ask me how but im really skilled at that time of stuff i guess lol... went to work and they made us clean there was nothion i mean nothion to do but i guess we opened at 8 so i had to help customers it was fun.. later on when i was leaving at 5 i was talking to my friend erica at work and james and james is like claire i need to talk to u about something and i was like uhm.. ok he like what u doing this next weekend and im like uhm... nothion yet "i wanted to hang with the friends but there pissed at me now so idk" but anyways he like ooo want to see harrypotter and im like didn't that already come out he like yyaa thats y i want to see it (i swear i was dumb in another life) and i'm like sure ok and then he like ok well im trying to get some "friends" together if not then u and i mind u i have non james on and off for like 4 years bc his dad was my middle school teacher...
came home went out for dinner again with the family then i went to kayla bc she was having family promble and i kinda lieded to nikki which i shouldn't have i guess we are ok now idk after we talked about everything that happened i went home and went to bed at like 3:30...
sunday woke up at 1 to find out that my parents are having a yard sale im like wtf going on here there like what and im like ahhh its like 40 something degrees out and my dads like uhm no " mind u my dad will wear like shorts and i tee shirt out side when its snowing out" so whatever had lunch and got ready for work.. went to work and was doing some run back in the fitting room (run backs- clothing that our customers trie on and don't want so they put them on a rolling rack for me to put back bc they our to lazzy to)... will i was doing that aka curley come in the fitting room and was like owwooowwwoowww u and james are going to watch the movie just the two of u and im like no his friends are suppost to come to and she like that not what i heard im like o great does he like me and she like i can't say im like wtf people....
anyways to top it off i at ready to go to bed when my cell goes off with a number that i don't know and i answer and this kid like hey whats up and im like uhmmmm.... whos this and he like billy and im like billy what and he like morrow and im like wtf i haven't heard this kid in agesssssss since like april of last year and we never talked thenm it was like hi bye kinda thing and im like how u get my number and he like ooo it was in my old phone everytime he finished talking or a sentences he would like laugh i think he was high or drunk idk.. then kayla called wanting to talk somemore so talked to her then went to bed at like ...1230 id remember
ok well leaving
love you's
claire
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When i woke up saturday morning my mom told me that there was in article in the paper about katie lavey and how her death was not the hospital fault i was freaking out crying and pissed!!!!!!!!!! how the fuck is it not there fault read the store and let me know what u think... i think its fucked up it is there fault of my friends death....................
CRANSTON -- When Robert and Laurie Lavey brought their 16-year-old daughter to Miriam Hospital in June, they expected her to undergo elective surgery on her mouth, spend a day or two in the hospital, and come home.
When, instead, Katie Lavey bled to death in the hours after surgery, her parents thought that someday they would find out whom to blame -- that they would know what horrible mistake took the life of their oldest child.
But that hasn't happened either.
Yesterday the Health Department finished its investigation of Kathryn "Katie" Lavey's death -- and concluded that it was nobody's fault.
The department found no mistakes in any aspect of Katie's care. Instead, officials said, the teenager -- who was healthy before surgery to correct misaligned jaws -- fell victim to two unlikely problems originating in her own body.
According to the medical examiner's report on the cause of death, Katie vomited after the surgery was completed and the tube was removed from her throat. The vomiting tore her esophagus at the point where it attaches to the stomach, and this caused bleeding.
Doctors repaired the esophagus but could not stop the bleeding. Katie's blood failed to coagulate. The cause of death is listed as shock and coagulopathy (a bleeding disorder).
"They tried to rescue her," said Donald C. Williams, the Health Department's associate director for health services regulation. "All their attempts that we could look at were appropriate. They were just unsuccessful."
Williams said that the oral surgeon, the anesthesiologist, the nurses and the hospital did everything correctly. The tearing of the esophagus is a known risk of the procedure, but rarely occurs, and the excessive bleeding "came on catastrophically and could not be contained," he said.
"We can't identify anything they did that was in error, or that could have been done differently or better, that could have produced a different result," Williams said.
Robert J. Marshall Jr., Health Department spokesman, called Katie's death "a tragic result of good care."
Katie parents, however, aren't buying it.
"In my heart of hearts, something tells me that something was missed somewhere along the way," Laurie Lavey said in an interview in their Edgewood home last night. The medical explanations, in her mind, don't hold water. She looked up the condition that causes tearing of the esophagus -- that happens, she said, to middle-aged men with drinking problems. And why wouldn't Katie's blood clot?
"Who can we blame?" Robert Lavey said. "I don't know why it went wrong, or where it went wrong. All I know is it went wrong."
"There's no doubt in my mind that she went in there healthy," Katie's mother said. "Something doesn't seem right. I can't make it make sense. . . . I just don't think it was her own body that did that."
A spokeswoman for Miriam Hospital, in Providence, reiterated the hospital's expressions of condolences to the family but otherwise declined comment.
The Board of Medical Licensure and Discipline, the Board of Examiners in Dentistry, the Board of Nursing, the Office of Medical Examiners, and the Division of Facilities Regulation conducted investigations, looking at the incident from several angles, Williams and Marshall said.
Investigators interviewed everyone who was in the operating room, studied the medical records, pieced together the sequence of events, and compared the acts taken with standards and policies.
"We hypothesized a number of potential adverse facts that could have been involved," Williams said. "None of those potential missteps occurred."
Because the Health Department found no deficiencies or unprofessional conduct, it is not making public any documents or details in the investigation, except for the medical examiner's one-paragraph report. The department is also not identifying any of the professionals involved in the incident.
Katie Lavey was a softball and basketball player who attended Cranston High School East, where she sang in the choir. She would have been a senior this year; two weeks ago her friends at Cranston East held a memorial service and planted a dogwood tree in her memory. Katie had two brothers and a sister.
Yesterday, the Laveys put up Katie's headstone, at Pawtuxet Memorial Park. It says: "Forever in our hearts."
"She was a heck of a kid," Laurie Lavey said, her eyes moistening
katie i love you and i think about all the great times we had in baseball and girl scouts everyday can't believe your gone RIP will meet again i know it :-)
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[ Saturday
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hmmm... well yesterday i woke up late from school i didn't want to get up i wasn't in the mood at all. All i wanted to do was sleep and i couldn't bc my mom kept yelling at me to get up gggrrr... so i finelly got up bc my dad was home from work and i didn't want to hear him yelling at me... went to school at 8:30am... Had english i swear it was the best class i had since the begin of school. I received my biopoem and got a b- and i had a english quiz and got 2x wrong and i really should have had gotting one wrong bc i messed spelled the word and she like blah blah blah and i like fine what ever so i got like a b+ on that so that was cool... then i chad work ready and i swear im the only good kid in that class bc i don;t know anyone so i can't talk or act stupied. then real world i had a sub and man she was a bitch she kept yelling at us bc we ask a question and she'll think that we are trying to act up but were not. ( o no i 4got i have homework for that class opppsssssss). then resource i just sat there and dared in to space soooooooooooooo bored! Then i had robotic and kiara and i are in a group and there are nomore lego block for us so we have to wait to get some. then my day was over thank god. after school my mom and i went to went to an antique store and she got something. Then i came home and wanted to go out with my car and my mom said no bc i got up late for school. I was bad bc i wanted to hang out w/ bianca. so i called her and asked she wanted to do something and she said ya so we ended up working at the haunted lab and then she wanted me to stay over. so we get there and who do i see there with his current girlfriend matt. my ex. i was like w/e but he kept on looking at me i was pissed lol anyways...
today woke up at 6:30 am to go to stop and shop and then to bianca work... when we were at her work i called my mom to pick me up and take me home so i could take a shower and then go back to her work so we could hang out... she got me came home took a shower and she decided to go to
g2g dads going to hospital just found out bye
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hi everyone sorry i haven't updater lately...
well i turned 18 go me!!!
im was so excited on my 18 i went out w/ the parents then kay and i went to rays so i can get my birthday present it was sooo cute it was a winnie the pooh watch loved it
well i also found out that grandpa in the hospital i started to cry my eyes out i was sooo sad but i tried not to show it
saturday i went out with my mom to her friend delias house and then to the road house
not even being 18 for 22 hours im in the emergency room. bc my parents made me go bc my wrist has been hurting me and they wanted me to get it checked out so i called nikki and told i had to go and that ill be home b4 nine bc thats when the place closes so i went and whatever and nikki told me she didn't want to hang ouit bc she didn't feel good... so i went to cvs and get my medicin and all the computer were down i was sooooo mad bc i was in pain and all i wanted to do was take medicine and go to bed... so i had to drive to the cvs near my work bc that was the only 24 hour cvs that i new beside that one so i went adnd they said they couldn't refill it but that that she'll give be 4 i was like idc 4 bette then none... so i went home and went to bed and woke up the next morning and just stade in bed bc i couldn't drive bc of the medicine but thats all good
monday went to school in pain it hurt soooo badly so at 12 i called my mom to pic me up bc the emergency room wouldn't give me a splint assholes so i had to go somewhere on post road and get one and in the mean time i was in a wrap thing and my wrist was just moving in it lol...so i went came home went to thw libray bc i had to print a my biopoem... so i went whatever came home took a nap and then went out for dinner with my mom...
tuesday/wedneday didn't g2 school i was in soo much pain ahhh it hurts but it starting to feel better
NOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well i g2g nothion really new
love you
claire
p.s who can i be for senior cruise we have a theme and the theme is vip and when we had a senior meeting they told us we can do what ever we didn't have to do the vip thing but now we do soooo...... who can i be leave one and let me know
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[ Friday
September 9th, 2005
7:11pm] |
Please sign petition and pass on!!!!
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THERE ARE MORE THAN DOGS,,CATS,,CATTLE,,BIRDS..ETC BUT THE MEDIA IS BARELY COVERING THIS PART OF THE AFTERMATH SO FEW PICS HAVE BEEN FOUND
THANK *YOU*** FOR YOUR COMPASSION AND COURAGE AND INTEGRITY!!!!
AND THANK U FOR SPEAKING UP FOR THOSE WHO CAN NOT
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well lets see ill tell u my weekend...
Friday: lets see iwas suppost to go to a concert with my aunt and uncle and cousin... but i was like no no no so nikki, jamie, jackie and i went to have girls nite out butt nooo here comes steve/ patrick i was so mad i was riping because it was suppost to have girls nite and we didn't but whatever then we went to the new york sysytem and jamie started playing the game and i was like jamie didn't u learn ur lesson last week lol then i took her home and i came home talked to nikki a little bit and went to bed
saturday: i went to work my first day at del's i had a blast i kept getting aggravaed because i would ring in there older and then they'll change it i was like wtf anyways i came home with 35 dollars in tips i was like sweet and that doesn't even count paycheck i can tell i'm going to have a blast at thius job... then came went out for dinner and then went to the mall with nikki and kevin and then i took nikki home and kevin driving and then i was suppost to sleepover kayla so when i got home she like u can't because i have to get up at 6 and pack everything so this week i suppost but idk whats going on...
sunday: was my little cousin hannah christing it was sooo cute and then we went to west valley inn for lunch it was fun then will i was at west valley inn my little cousin ashley came i was so excited love her to death she looked so cute... then i took my mom to greenville so she can go to a antique store to get something and then i came home and went to patriot cinema by myself to see ice princess i decided to finish goal becoming a profonal ice skater i always wanted to i was apply to do turns in the air and spins but i haven't practice in ages and i miss doing it so much... then came home kevin called me and then i was in bed by 10 15 and i couldn't fall asleep and i was sooo tired and it was hot in my room becasuse my window fan wasn;t on that long yet so when i filly got to bed it was 12:30 am
monday: i was sooo tired i woke up at 6:48 with kevin phone call waking me up to give him a ride i was soooo madd i wanted to sleeep and stay home thats how tired i was...
RIP KAYLA AND SHANE MOM
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well last nite i was suppost to go out for dinner at west valley inn, with karen,ray,ray-ray,jackie and brian. i didn't want to go i wasn't in the mood from my last entrie yesterday. well at like 930 lastnite i was done doing my hair for today... i was all in a bad mood and crying over kayla and the shit kevin said and stuff so at like 10 kevin called and i was crying so im like hello and he';s like hey and im like unhuh and he like what and im like nothion and he like u wanna do me a favor and im like what and he like take me to school and im like NO and he like whats wrong and im like nothion and he like yea and i was like why don't u fucking call "kristal" and he like what and like what ever and he's like call ray and im like i will and like no and im like yea fuck u bye and then i called nikki freaking out and everything and she like what happened and im, wtf h/o its him calling back and im answer and im like what kevin and hes like im sorry that ur mad at me and i just started crying but i don't think he knew and im like no kevin its my fault and im sorry that i bitching at u and he like no it my fault... so im like ill see u tomorrow... so this morning woke up at 6 and i felt like a million bucks and everything... so drove to kevin beeped the horn wited for like 5 minutes nobody came out and im like wtf were is he and then i here him yelling h.o im ok then he came in the car and the radio was on and all i said was hi and that was it then have way to the school hes like whats wrong last nite and im like kevin im sorry for flipping at u when i shouldn't have (but really i shouldn't haved apponigized) but whatever... o by the way for everyone who doesn't no i drove to school again lol...so i walked in school and saw nikki and amanda so excited nikki flipped at song over who was holding the post lol to funny..
well tonite nikki,amanda, and i (not sure about jamie didn't here back) but were going to the emerald square mall because this week has been fucking DRAMA and im sick of it so were all going away from the drama
tomorrow going to new york at 7ish so freaking excited i can't wait were going to time square... i can't express how i fell about going lol
ill update on sunday to let you know what happpend in new york and the mall
turns out we get progress report today and im not doing to hot but i just brought up my math grade (thanks to amanda) i home my brother well sign it lol i can't hold my breath on that one lol and also nikki said that kevin going to talk to me about everything that im going through and flipping out on him last nite
hope everything goes great
if u need me call my new cell number 401-499-0975 if i doen't answer leave a message i love my answer machine song lol
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